Just tired.

Jesus, I just want to forget him.

Just for tonight I am so tired of remembering and missing. I am so sick of wondering and wanting.

So please just for tonight make me forget he ever happened.

Please, just for tonight.

Its one of those days...lol its just one of those years. I am through with this.


and the saddest part of the story is I know I'm not because I really did love him....do love him.