The Last Day

Today is the last day I have with my twins.

GAH! I feel like I am abandoning my children! I am going to cry I dont want to but its going to happen. :-(

I have got to say I am going to miss them when I am in Colorado and I am going to miss so many things that they do. When I come back they arent going to be babies anymore. Man, this is hard.

Honestly, I dont trust anyone else with them. I mean I know I wasnt the best "mom" ...lol I certainly wasnt up for any awards but they were mine from the time they were just a couple months old.